Monday, August 22, 2005 @11:24 PM
NK: Are you seeing someone?
Me: What makes you think so? *wink*
NK: Well, you are listening to romantic love songs and you really look like you are in love!
Well, should I be honest here? Yeah I'm in love! I'm in love with my family, relatives, friends, workmates, everyone and myself. This is not a hoax. I really mean it.
Why not? There are different types of love. Treasure your family for being supportive and loving to you, fond for your pals to hanging out and sharing ups and downs in life, adulate your colleagues for their hardwork at work, spending time on something that you're interested in a perfect rapture ..... love is not only exclusively referring to having a paramour/beau/sweetheart. We can have love and feel the love. More often, we are also neglecting to love ourselves. I'm beginning to love myself more, adoring myself of being imperfect yet feeling content and blessed of the things I own. Looking around, I also want to appreciate the presence of everyone, even a stranger, an enemy, a person whom I dislike for some reason or a passer-by. They have made me learnt a lot (all forms) and have been playing significant roles in assisting my personal development. I'm grateful to the magnanimity of my enemies who have nurtured me to be strong. I'm gratified to the goodwill of people whom I don't know, who are being helpful in general. They've inspired me greatly in various perspectives.
In case you are curious why my colleague, NK asked me the 'I'm in love' question. This is because as the DJ of the lab (I take full control of the songs played in lab), I've been tuning into this radio station which plays romantic love songs exclusively lately. Yeah, apart from R&B, I love cheesy love songs too. He was suprised to find me switching from the R&B radio station to the latter. There are a few workmates also giving me cutie sweet little names such as 'Little Flower', 'Sweety'. One of them even made an effort of learning how to say 'I love you' in Mandarin to me. Yes, I love all my workmates too for making the work environment such an appealing and fun place for me! I definitely need this to balance off the upsetting emotions of being defeated with experimental failures continuously.
Love is in the air. Did you hear it? Oiy, I'm seriously in love now! *lol*
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