I have bad memory, especially for numbers. I would say it's lower than the usual 256Kb secondary cache of the computer chip.
But there's this four digits that was stuck on my cache after I read everything related to it avidly . I myself couldn't even believe that this number would be captured in my little cache for so many years. There was one point when I was raring to delete it from the cache utterly as if it were not saved on the chip before. I was becoming restive while waiting for the emptying memory took place. The more vehemence of the effort, the worse it became.
Then there were moments I thought the attempt of forgetting this number was successful. But I realize it was still there. Trying to getting rid of this is a form of escapism, which I later on realize it is just a temporary "disappearance" but it's still there and is very likely to reappear one day.
So it's better to acknowledge and appreciate its existence. No more attempts in forgetting this number. It's just a number, it would not take up a lot of space in my brain or my cache. This was indeed the best strategy ever.
This number could be anything. A social security number, a car plate number, part of an address, a security code, a pin number for an account, the amount of savings in the bank, the number of times I listen to a song, the number of page of the book I love to read....whatever....
But hey whatever it is, I am losing my memory on this number now, is it 1605 or 1805? Man, now you know what a bad memory I have. *lol*
♥ every page of my imagination
